Sunday, January 21, 2007

The Fantasy World

This afternoon i went to Dunia Fantasi wif my friends. It has growing rapidly bigger and better than the last time i visit it. The last time i went there, it was quite a bad experience which involved a friend from the past. Anyway, the uncomfortable things dat happen are: queue for almost 2 hours in wahana meteor attack, met stinky ppl (maybe i was stinky to them too), and the weather was quite hot.

I get to see their parade. i've never seen it before in my life and i think its not lame, not bad for DuFan ;p we went home at 6 i think, and only ride 4 wahana (damn dat queue).

After got home and dressed up, we went to plaza indonesia to grab some dinner, and Imel asked me about "the boy" (g lagi jaga nama baek orang nih) and then she suddenly hit me wif some advices. Its not dat i dont know how to thank her, but i just dont feel like to talk about it now, i just wanna have a great saturday nite, enjoy my dinner and hang out without any worries in my head.

I cant help but wonder, is it true dat im still living in denial, in a fantasy world of my own? where i dream about living happily ever after wif him. We all do live in our fantasy world, like it or not, our dream is part of it. I put hope on him through God, im not closing my heart to other man, i was just........ i dont know, i think i need my own time.

We went to the karaoke place after dinner, meeting David, Robin' brother, and he kept telling me "You've change from the last time we met." Well David, ppl's change.


Tday' song: Akhir Rasa Ini ~ Samsons Band

Saturday, January 20, 2007

The Annual Dinner

Bergegas pulang ke ascott trus mandi, dandan, and all dat, yang bukain pintu Fairuz, Imel lagi sibuk online di kamar. Sambil nungguin Robin juga sih. Abis mandi Imel help me doing my hair and then put a little make up on my eye.. hihihi she's good at it.

I felt so gorgeous dat nite, g gak maksud mo muji diri g sendiri, tapi g tuh orangnya moody-an. yang bikin g kadang tuh dah dressed up cuma muka manyun. Tapi maren tuh emang excited banget, mood g di level yg cukup tinggi lar.

Well, g brasa jadi kayak Carrie Bradshaw di sex n the city deh pas pulang. Pulang ke apt, yang dket klo mo kemana2. ya g tau bagaimanapun g harus bersyukur klo masi punya rumah and all dat. i am!

Kata temen2 g, klo g inap g liar kyk burung lepas dari sangkar, pngin terbang kemana aja. ;p

Tday's song: stickwitu~PCD